Dedicated to the love of my life- my brother MAYANK :)

Some points that kill my heartbeats to naught………….

1-      The way you use to banter me in the mornings to wake me up.

But now,, there is nothing as specific as morning, evening or night left for me. Each new day is as bore as the previous day or may be more. Now I keep yelling at the morning for not being as parky as it had been once........

2-      The way you use to pack our quilts and pillows at their respective place.

But now,, nothing seems as tidy as unfolded quilts and unkept pillows. The more I try to keep them at their respective place, the more they outcast your presence that can even be felt........

3-      The way we use to start a combat for using each other’s towel to wipe our hands.

But now,, my own towel yearns at me for showing illegitimate behavior at it as it was used to the habit of being pulled at both the ends. Even two towels are fell short and are unable to wipe my tears off........

4-      The way we use to get in a bit of a scuffle over who is gonna bath first.

But now,, the bathroom pushes me out of it reach till it hears us fraying at the top of our voices. Today, the bathroom is all mine bt it seems that it doesn’t belong to me........

5-      The way you use to scold me for not keeping my empty glass of milk in the washbasin.

But now,, even a glass filled upto the brim doesn’t provide enough protein to my body than just a sip of milk i had sitting next to you........

6-      The way we use to have our lunch in the same plate.

But now,, even a bowl seems large enough if I dump all the food that I require to fill my belly. The most delicious and dainty food on this earth is tasteless for me unless I have you to share it with me........

7-      The way we use to go out for an evening walk after dinner.

But now,, hardly do I eat any extra that I need to digest  by an evening walk. Earlier we use to walk several kilometers without getting exhausted but now even several forward steps hold me back with drooping shoulders and I feel knocked out........

8-      The way I use to put your hand underneath my head as a pillow.

But now,, even a sleepwell brand pillow cannot provide the comfort and affection that I use to get while using your hand as a pillow. The bed appears as rough and hard as if walking on a road barefooted and that too under the scrotching heat of the sun.......